He's in a relationship!?! WTF?!! He's in a relationship...him the one that came back saying all the bullshit, he's the one that wanted to try again. I am shocked, in total disbelief.
He is dead to me...at this point I feel like everything we had was lies, and I am DONE, once and for all!! Never again, never!! The walls go back up, thicker and stronger than ever!! Lord, please help the man you finally send me because he is in for a terrible time, please give him the strength to fight hard!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
The uterus is NOT a clown car...
Warning: If you don't want to hear me rant about worthless people DO NOT read any further!! I apologize I have a really hard time accepting and dealting with STUPID people!!
OK, seriously...this IDIOT woman in California has to be the most brainless person I have ever encountered!! I can not believe that we as a country are now left dealing with her incompetency!! This woman and the doctor that knocked her up should be put in front of a firing squad of women who can't even have one baby and be shot!! She is unemployed with now 14 kids that our taxes are paying for...WTF??!!
At first when the reports surfaced I was intrigued, however as more and more reports come out I just get more and more angry.
This woman is a deadbeat, a drain on society, and I am sure she has mental issues that should have been addressed before she was allowed to have all these poor children who will no doubt suffer due to her inabilities.
She has not worked since 1999, a worthless lazy sack of trash if you ask me!! And how with no job was she even able to afford the in-vitro treatments that so many women who desperately want kids and have jobs still are unable to afford?!
I understand the desire for children, I have the same desire! And as an only child myself I too would not want just one child, I remember all too well the lonely times with no one to play with. However, I as a responsible human being am taking measures to make sure that I do not have a child without a father, as I also did not have one of those either. I am making sure that when I get ready to have children I can afford them with money I earn by working, not money given to me by the government simply due to the fact that I have irresponsibly used my uterus as a clown car populating the world with innocent lives who by no fault of their own were born to selfish mother without a brain in her head!!
The people I truly feel sorry for are those kids, who are destined to lead a life struggling to find love since they have had to fight for it all their lives with their obscene amount of siblings. This woman's own mother is ashamed of her for bringing all these children into the world without a father, or any way to care for them, shouldn't that tell her something!!
She claims that she had a dysfunctional childhood with her own parents and yet she is now living with them and they are helping raise her kids. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Where was the logic here, if you had what you think was a dysfunctional life with them why on earth would you now subject your 14 children to the same people who raised your STUPID ass??!?!?
OK, seriously...this IDIOT woman in California has to be the most brainless person I have ever encountered!! I can not believe that we as a country are now left dealing with her incompetency!! This woman and the doctor that knocked her up should be put in front of a firing squad of women who can't even have one baby and be shot!! She is unemployed with now 14 kids that our taxes are paying for...WTF??!!
At first when the reports surfaced I was intrigued, however as more and more reports come out I just get more and more angry.
This woman is a deadbeat, a drain on society, and I am sure she has mental issues that should have been addressed before she was allowed to have all these poor children who will no doubt suffer due to her inabilities.
She has not worked since 1999, a worthless lazy sack of trash if you ask me!! And how with no job was she even able to afford the in-vitro treatments that so many women who desperately want kids and have jobs still are unable to afford?!
I understand the desire for children, I have the same desire! And as an only child myself I too would not want just one child, I remember all too well the lonely times with no one to play with. However, I as a responsible human being am taking measures to make sure that I do not have a child without a father, as I also did not have one of those either. I am making sure that when I get ready to have children I can afford them with money I earn by working, not money given to me by the government simply due to the fact that I have irresponsibly used my uterus as a clown car populating the world with innocent lives who by no fault of their own were born to selfish mother without a brain in her head!!
The people I truly feel sorry for are those kids, who are destined to lead a life struggling to find love since they have had to fight for it all their lives with their obscene amount of siblings. This woman's own mother is ashamed of her for bringing all these children into the world without a father, or any way to care for them, shouldn't that tell her something!!
She claims that she had a dysfunctional childhood with her own parents and yet she is now living with them and they are helping raise her kids. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Where was the logic here, if you had what you think was a dysfunctional life with them why on earth would you now subject your 14 children to the same people who raised your STUPID ass??!?!?
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Life's Ups and Downs
So I have been struggling again lately...
You know how when you think that you have moved on and are now occupying a new place, one far away from the previous place you stood shattered, only to realize that somehow inexplicably you have wound up standing once again in the remains of what was. This is were I am...
I thought that I had put the feelings behind me. I put on my big girl panties and I dealt with it!! So why is it back? As I sit here, I am still surrounded by the shreds of things I've put behind me, that for absolutely no reason have once again reared their ugly heads and crept their way back into my path. I am, once again, the lost little girl waiting for someone to see my tear stained cheeks and come to my rescue. I am not one of THOSE girls, you know the ones who NEED people to rescue them!! I have never been one of those girls. There have been few times in my life where I could not pick myself up and go on my merry way. I don't like being the one who needs to be rescued. Although, the knight in shining armor riding in on the white horse to take me away to live in the realization of my dreams sounds like a nice idea, I don't see it happening to me anytime soon, so instead I just rescue myself and move on.
This time is different though. Maybe it's because I didn't truly get closure and there are still things that are unsaid, or it could be that simply moving on can no longer be accepted and I need to be allowed to have a twenties-temper-tantrum!! Truly that's what I think would make me feel better at this point, an all out kicking and screaming, crying til I can't breathe, arms flailing wildly temper tantrum in the middle of a crowd of onlookers all wondering who had wronged this poor girl so horribly that it could ever bring her to this point...
You know how when you think that you have moved on and are now occupying a new place, one far away from the previous place you stood shattered, only to realize that somehow inexplicably you have wound up standing once again in the remains of what was. This is were I am...
I thought that I had put the feelings behind me. I put on my big girl panties and I dealt with it!! So why is it back? As I sit here, I am still surrounded by the shreds of things I've put behind me, that for absolutely no reason have once again reared their ugly heads and crept their way back into my path. I am, once again, the lost little girl waiting for someone to see my tear stained cheeks and come to my rescue. I am not one of THOSE girls, you know the ones who NEED people to rescue them!! I have never been one of those girls. There have been few times in my life where I could not pick myself up and go on my merry way. I don't like being the one who needs to be rescued. Although, the knight in shining armor riding in on the white horse to take me away to live in the realization of my dreams sounds like a nice idea, I don't see it happening to me anytime soon, so instead I just rescue myself and move on.
This time is different though. Maybe it's because I didn't truly get closure and there are still things that are unsaid, or it could be that simply moving on can no longer be accepted and I need to be allowed to have a twenties-temper-tantrum!! Truly that's what I think would make me feel better at this point, an all out kicking and screaming, crying til I can't breathe, arms flailing wildly temper tantrum in the middle of a crowd of onlookers all wondering who had wronged this poor girl so horribly that it could ever bring her to this point...
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